Free writing for 7-10 mins.

I am an perfectionist. More so internally. Outwardly and in my non judgemental demeanor you would not even know it. I believe in acceptance of others of perfection within self. Whatever your idea of perfection is...just do it perfect. So the idea of writing un edited is going to work my mind a bit. due to the fact I am the back space spell check Queen ( I hope you know I have to use spell check) I like to stop in the middle sentences if I see an error and I will not just cursor over to the error I back space the whole sentence. Delete it all and start over from the error. Good times! I remember being in college and having an writing war with a girlfriend. My rule was I could not erase. I had to just allow my words to flow and whatever mistake was a mistake....I am sure the goal then and now was to see the raw beauty we will call it. I also guess that is why my thought wandered to that place almost 10 years ago in sept which also makes me wonder when is my 10yr hs reunion. I can not wait to go and I plan to have business cards ready. I have an issue wit run on sentences and time association I guess we will call it. Since there is no edit I am just running on in my thought as I would like to write. It took me a long while to utilize a period and comma correctly. I say time association because whenever I am given a time limit to do something I half way watch the clock and I am sure time has not passed. funny. I got the time though no rush. I wish I could break my night owl issue though. Seen as how my life no longer operates on that schedule and it has not in over two years. There is something about the last calm of the day though that motivates me unlike the first calm of the day which for me does not begin until 11am. between 730-about 9 it is the chaos of the day because I just do not want to wake up yet. mostly because I have been up all night resting in my calm with my eyes wide open. I even keep my bedroom light on to the last minute. Welp gotta go the last time I looked at the clock was 11:27 I went over figures me and my run ons :)

Nature my inspiration....but i love writing out my hard times

In the morning when I wake up I try to remember to connect to God before anything that is in the World. I hear the birds chirp and I smell the fresh air breeze. Nature for me is my oasis, when I am feeling in the need for a mental lift. I go to the park sit under a willow and near a stream.

 Grass grows everyday and water flows simply because God asked it to. So what's my problem? That is my inspiration. The ability to know that I will never have to endure more than I can handle. As long as I grow and flow.

I am allowing my writing style to grow from one of constant anger and pain, to one of gratitude. I am running away from the days of pages of disgust. I look forward to accepting the past as that and moving in the direction of my future.

This unfolding method of writing in gratitude has/can open my writing as a way to not complain but to further rejoice while sharing the things I think are important for all of us to know. I am sure that if I spent more writing time in outdoor space I would be able to record all the feelings I have when among nature. I enjoy the calm, the sounds, the animals and the grounding feeling of being so close to everything around.

Distilled

Here I stand as I should the finest of water without needing a system or filter attached within your home. My name is distilled water and it is my pleasure to clean you out. You see my process requires steam, hot boiling, you could say I am boiling hot clean.

Today the person drinking me had the fine idea of showing me some class and pouring me into a nice wine glass. Cups are cool but a wine glass has a little more class. The curvature of the glass allows me the room to fill out some space with my imagination.

Those cups especially the short plastic ones keep me in the same routine they all have the same shape for the most part. Round yet straight up and down.

Those type of cups should be kept  for my arch enemy tap water.... OH THE FLUORIDATION!!!! I sometimes want to freeze when I hear people say water is just water. You gotta know the difference between being boiled clean and a little extra chemical here and there....right??? I don't even think we taste the same.

Ever wonder why I am typically found in the cleaning aisle? I am just saying.

Mr. Distilled from my point of view you do look great being shown a bit of class. Perhaps some fresh fruit would really liven you up. I understand your problem with Mr. Tap but remember you were once tap before you were boiled clean so give him a break. He is doing the best he can right now.

Bio of Me!

Jewel Ford is a current student working on her degree to become a Holistic Health care Practitioner. She is currently a certified hypnotherapist and Life Coach via Southwest Institute of Healing Arts. Jewel also received her ordination through the American Marriage Ministries.

Her passion for holistic healing began to grow through her personal research for a more natural way of living. She believes that the mind can really conquer all and sometimes all one needs is love and support. Through her warm and non judgemental demeanor Ms. Ford is capable of reaching people from all walks of life. Having her own personal natural flare she is also a vegetarian. Capable of offering information not only regarding ones mind, body and soul but also things just as simple as hair care and diet the most natural way possible.

Jewel is eager to not only educate but learn more about living life the holistic and natural way. Available by appointment only and can be reached via Facebook, Skype, email and telephone. There are many avenues to explore and modalities to be included. All questions and comments regarding services that can/maybe offered please feel free to contact hlthylvng9@gmail.com